to my best

If u read my blog
please don't get offended.

I can never say those things to you.
just let me let it out for once
and please act like u know nothing bout my blog.

again to u my best friend

U always thought u have many many many mask so that no one will know the real you.
but I know u.
u're nothing but a mere book to my eyes.
I know how u act with each type of people.
I know the real u.
I know who u like.
I know how u think of other people. *except how me to u*
I know.
I really know.



But do u know me?
Have u ever try to know me?
Do u know how I always act in front of u is nothing but a mere mask?

SORRY.
MIANHAE.
but I always want u to know u are my dearest bestest friend.
*I am still straight. thank you very much*

more and more and more junks

I HATE U WHO ALWAYS GET PEOPLE ATTENTION WHEN U CRY, WHEN U SPEAK, WHEN U LAUGH.

I really am dissappointed when I cry in public *better, around my friends in public* yet no one there to comfort me.

I'm not really hoping anyone to care about me a lot but I'm speechless when I know they don't even take a glimpse of me.


ENVY. ENVY. ENVY.
I REALLY ENVY U
YET U NEVER REALIZE WHAT U HAVE AND U NEVER BE GRATEFUL FOR WHAT U HAVE

u know what. I love u a lot. U are my bestest friend. I don't know what u think of me, but to me u're the greatest no matter what. but yeah tbh this is for u my dearest bestest friend.

more rants

currently in a huge crush with CNU
glasses, huge bunny teeth, not so long neck
yet charming to me.
kkkk~ sorry Taecyeon

currently in love
yet I will tell nobody
I'm not like other girls who could share things with their friends
I'm afraid that nobody will care
I'm always thinking all people have bigger problems than me
so I don't think I should talk to them about my *not important* problems
I rather listen to them
even if I can do none to help them


yes. I am paranoia.
I ain't gonna tell nobody

my blog is just a pail of my rant*junk*
I ain't hoping anyone read this

-yes, I can't write diaries. I type it.-

yep. just a great day

happy for SJC and SMANSA-DC
I'm proud being one of u guys
only 3 things that can make me stay "there"
and both of u is 2 of those three

just a few days ago, a person can know how I really feel and how I really am
it scares me but some part of me is relieved.

but no one seems to care though.

yea. i'm not just regularly not perfect unfortunately
i'm just a piece of trash *orfat myb*
who no one will realize
no one cares
even to throw it away




know what?
I'm afraid of death
but I'm more afraid of living unwanted

SIMS 3 MANIA

I LOVE SIMS 3!!!

Actually I have been playing it for years but I left it a few months ago, now I'm goin crazy about it again 8]
New episodes, stuffpack, and ofcourse CUSTOM CONTENTS!!!!


I can't live without CCs
my fave creators are
Anubis
Lotus
Ephemera
Lemonleafs
Subaxi
simsinspring
Source of news and updates
"paysites"

and of course

"store" content
*evil grin*

and many many many more~

I forgot my looklet password darn!!
And I'm thinking about signing up on devianart  :/
should I?

and yea, I'm currently busy at school

please visit: 4besar.org

can't move on, can't stay

Still no improvement in high school.... I'm attached to JHS!!!!!
arrggghhh
all of my friends still thereee...
but here, I have no one

MISS U SO MUCH SANJOSE GALS N BOYS!!!!

NAJIB CREW 2009

if I'm not strong enough I'll move there in 6 month.
:(
I don't know what to do.
only SMANSA-DC can cheer me up :D



I don't know why, but I don't think anybody in X.* think of me as one of the class member.
they never told m about anything, like class outing, class projects or anything.
I'm pretty much used to it by now,

GOIN' CRAZY

Good thing it's holiday :D

my mom is goin crazy about dieting =_=;

A VISIT 2 SANJOSE

:D :D :D :D :D
I'M SOOOO HAPPYYYY!!!

Today I go home early and run right away to SanJose
ZOMG!!!! All my fiends *woops I mean FRIENDS* is still there waiting 4 mee :D
No pic taken though..
they all look so happy..
in their class
the togetherness
the friendly atmosphere
all things there are just making me feel like home
nobody cares about homework, studying, test,etc
they won't care as long as they're together
even if it means falling together...

:')


My Look of the Day

About this year fashion prediction :D

THIS YEAR IS ALL ABOUT ETHNIC PRINTS, GRADIENT COLOR, FLARE DRESSES, WIDE TROUSSERS, XTREMELY HIGH HIGH-HEELS, FRILLS, JUMPSUIT?
A LITTLE BIT OF 60's ARE IN TOO :D
not sure about the jumpsuit though~
I wish, suede boots are in too~
I'm falling in love with them :D
too bad I can't wear it TT_TT
got to go on a strict diet, to get that cute body n soul dress I was aiming for :fire:
myb this year's color is orange? :D

KOEI warriors

Do u guys know bout Koei warriors?
game for almost all game consoles.
my fave is ofcourse
dynasty warriors
samurai warriors
and warrior orochi :D
Ijust love them all,
the graphic
the clothinggg
alll

a few stylish koei warriors woman :D

sun shang xiang from DW7 :D

 Yu Meirin from Dynasty Warriors Strike Force 2

Layered skirt, chinese accent... nice :D

Kaihime from SW3
her hair is so 80's bigs :D

her dress kinda remind me of balinese "kamen", sarong, whatever. it's cute :D

again, my look of the day

expression of boredom.