ladida

hi, page. I'm here again.. posting rants and shitties.
today is FKS 2012 1st day!

yay!
the theme is retroria night, I wore polkadot top, cappuchino vest, ultramarine jegging, floral hat, my fave ipanema sandals, and of course my soulmate longchamp

ok, skip it
today was... okay....
hot hot afternoon, storm at night
yea another normal day....
just now I'm wondering how much love can affect ppl...
my friend brownie, is in the middle of multiangular love..
the culprit is aftering her for a long time yet have many2 other girls (idiot girls in love) in his sleeve... they knew they're not the only one, yet they still wait for him.. expecting much?

Actually I have no right to say these things, my love is always one sided..
accept one. yea, he's nice... too nice maybe.. I don't deserve someone as nice as him

X

one-sided love is.. painful... especially when no one knows about it..
I don't know why but I can't share love stories to others...
and almost all my one-sided love, had a crush on my goodfriends... haha....

actually I should never get any hopes high, I'm not pretty outside nor inside
I have no much friend in this school
pathetic. yes.
just as pathetic as this page... pailing up my rants to be seen by none.
well that's what I want I think

yep. just a great day

happy for SJC and SMANSA-DC
I'm proud being one of u guys
only 3 things that can make me stay "there"
and both of u is 2 of those three

just a few days ago, a person can know how I really feel and how I really am
it scares me but some part of me is relieved.

but no one seems to care though.

yea. i'm not just regularly not perfect unfortunately
i'm just a piece of trash *orfat myb*
who no one will realize
no one cares
even to throw it away




know what?
I'm afraid of death
but I'm more afraid of living unwanted

can't move on, can't stay

Still no improvement in high school.... I'm attached to JHS!!!!!
arrggghhh
all of my friends still thereee...
but here, I have no one

MISS U SO MUCH SANJOSE GALS N BOYS!!!!

NAJIB CREW 2009

if I'm not strong enough I'll move there in 6 month.
:(
I don't know what to do.
only SMANSA-DC can cheer me up :D



I don't know why, but I don't think anybody in X.* think of me as one of the class member.
they never told m about anything, like class outing, class projects or anything.
I'm pretty much used to it by now,

GOIN' CRAZY

Good thing it's holiday :D

my mom is goin crazy about dieting =_=;

About this year fashion prediction :D

THIS YEAR IS ALL ABOUT ETHNIC PRINTS, GRADIENT COLOR, FLARE DRESSES, WIDE TROUSSERS, XTREMELY HIGH HIGH-HEELS, FRILLS, JUMPSUIT?
A LITTLE BIT OF 60's ARE IN TOO :D
not sure about the jumpsuit though~
I wish, suede boots are in too~
I'm falling in love with them :D
too bad I can't wear it TT_TT
got to go on a strict diet, to get that cute body n soul dress I was aiming for :fire:
myb this year's color is orange? :D

FREEDOM & HAPPINESS

Can't believe what happened yesterday, or should I say this morning~
after all hardworks and blood and sweat and tears*exaggerating*
My hair is all covered in flour!!!
and get curly~
But it's pretty cute when I have cleaned up the flour :p
myb I should go perm ?

naahh... I would look like dakochan :p
a white one :p

and again my look of the day :)