im currently posting in an uncomfortable pose, on a cold cold floor, with my smokey eyes still on, hurting abs, numb neck, 2 fingers.
YAY
Sabtu, 28 Januari 2012
hahhahaha doing it again
since I started high school my romance part just go numb.
I can feel none.
except for cnu
cnu cnu cnu
I don't know why I love this guy, maybe his broad shoulder? his body proportion? his smile?
not really.
When I see him, I see my ONE
that's weird because I might never met him
but I have a strong feeling I'll meet him somehow, maybe not now, maybe when I'm already finish university, maybe when I worked somewhere, maybe when I have children, maybe when I have many grandchildren, maybe in the afterlife... I don't know when.. But I feel I'll meet him... well only God knows..
ok, back to reality. yea, my heart really go numb somehow.. I can love, but I can't be heartbroken :/ I know he liked my good friend, but I'm not hurt. Maybe I became those idiots in love?
well again, only God knows.
whom happiness do I always wish for?
I can feel none.
except for cnu
cnu cnu cnu
I don't know why I love this guy, maybe his broad shoulder? his body proportion? his smile?
not really.
When I see him, I see my ONE
that's weird because I might never met him
but I have a strong feeling I'll meet him somehow, maybe not now, maybe when I'm already finish university, maybe when I worked somewhere, maybe when I have children, maybe when I have many grandchildren, maybe in the afterlife... I don't know when.. But I feel I'll meet him... well only God knows..
ok, back to reality. yea, my heart really go numb somehow.. I can love, but I can't be heartbroken :/ I know he liked my good friend, but I'm not hurt. Maybe I became those idiots in love?
well again, only God knows.
whom happiness do I always wish for?
ladida
hi, page. I'm here again.. posting rants and shitties.
today is FKS 2012 1st day!
yay!
the theme is retroria night, I wore polkadot top, cappuchino vest, ultramarine jegging, floral hat, my fave ipanema sandals, and of course my soulmate longchamp
ok, skip it
today was... okay....
hot hot afternoon, storm at night
yea another normal day....
just now I'm wondering how much love can affect ppl...
my friend brownie, is in the middle of multiangular love..
the culprit is aftering her for a long time yet have many2 other girls (idiot girls in love) in his sleeve... they knew they're not the only one, yet they still wait for him.. expecting much?
Actually I have no right to say these things, my love is always one sided..
accept one. yea, he's nice... too nice maybe.. I don't deserve someone as nice as him
X
one-sided love is.. painful... especially when no one knows about it..
I don't know why but I can't share love stories to others...
and almost all my one-sided love, had a crush on my goodfriends... haha....
actually I should never get any hopes high, I'm not pretty outside nor inside
I have no much friend in this school
pathetic. yes.
just as pathetic as this page... pailing up my rants to be seen by none.
well that's what I want I think
today is FKS 2012 1st day!
the theme is retroria night, I wore polkadot top, cappuchino vest, ultramarine jegging, floral hat, my fave ipanema sandals, and of course my soulmate longchamp
ok, skip it
today was... okay....
hot hot afternoon, storm at night
yea another normal day....
just now I'm wondering how much love can affect ppl...
my friend brownie, is in the middle of multiangular love..
the culprit is aftering her for a long time yet have many2 other girls (idiot girls in love) in his sleeve... they knew they're not the only one, yet they still wait for him.. expecting much?
Actually I have no right to say these things, my love is always one sided..
accept one. yea, he's nice... too nice maybe.. I don't deserve someone as nice as him
X
one-sided love is.. painful... especially when no one knows about it..
I don't know why but I can't share love stories to others...
and almost all my one-sided love, had a crush on my goodfriends... haha....
actually I should never get any hopes high, I'm not pretty outside nor inside
I have no much friend in this school
pathetic. yes.
just as pathetic as this page... pailing up my rants to be seen by none.
well that's what I want I think
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