UGLY

I am ugly
I am not worth it to love
I am not to be loved

and I accept it.

Ugly

people said they don't judge people by their appearances.
hypocrites.

if they really do how come the beautiful ones are always taken?

yes, I AM UGLY and yes, I AM UGLY INSIDE too

who am I feeling sorry for?
those men/women who neglect inner beauties that has always been beside them

I think I'm ugly and nobody wants to love me

2NE1-Ugly

[CL] I’m trying to smile brightly but
I don’t like it
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh x 2

[BOM] I’m trying to sing but
No one is listening
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh x 2

[DARA] Why am I this ugly
What must I do for me to be able to smile brightly like you?

[MINJI] I’m getting angry again, why can’t I ever be perfect
I simply put the blame on my ugly appearance in this broken mirror

[BOM] Don’t look at me, I hate this feeling right now
I want to hide away somewhere, I want to escape
This world is full of lies

[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

[MINJI] Don’t tell me that you can understand me so easily
My ugly and crooked heart may even come to resent you

[BOM] Don’t force me to talk, I’m not right for you
The cold thorns inside that patronizing gaze suffocate me

[MINJI] Don’t come closer, I don’t even want your concern
I want to leave away to somewhere, I want to shout out
This world is full of lies

[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

[DARA] All alone
I’m all alone x 2

There is no such thing as warmth
There is no one by my side

All alone
I’m all alone x 2
I’m always alone

There’s no such thing as warmth
Next to my side, there’s not even anyone to embrace me

[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be prety
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

credits:
video by 2NE1 @ youtube
rom by bestdj @ ygladies.com + trans by GEE @ ygladies.com (via oneasiaa.wordpress.com)

hurt

u're annoying
we're better of without you

those sentences sound the same to me.
after 4 years I hear that words again.
I change so much, just to not hear that words
It seems that it still not enough.
what should I do?
get lost?
vanish?

ok, what's the sitch?

im currently posting in an uncomfortable pose, on a cold cold floor, with my smokey eyes still on, hurting abs, numb neck, 2 fingers.

YAY

hahhahaha doing it again

since I started high school my romance part just go numb.
I can feel none.
except for cnu

cnu cnu cnu
I don't know why I love this guy, maybe his broad shoulder? his body proportion? his smile?
not really.
When I see him, I see my ONE

that's weird because I might never met him

but I have a strong feeling I'll meet him somehow, maybe not now, maybe when I'm already finish university, maybe when I worked somewhere, maybe when I have children, maybe when I have many grandchildren, maybe in the afterlife... I don't know when.. But I feel I'll  meet him... well only God knows..

ok, back to reality. yea, my heart really go numb somehow.. I can love, but I can't be heartbroken :/ I know he liked my good friend, but I'm not hurt. Maybe I became those idiots in love?

well again, only God knows.

whom happiness do I always wish for?

ladida

hi, page. I'm here again.. posting rants and shitties.
today is FKS 2012 1st day!

yay!
the theme is retroria night, I wore polkadot top, cappuchino vest, ultramarine jegging, floral hat, my fave ipanema sandals, and of course my soulmate longchamp

ok, skip it
today was... okay....
hot hot afternoon, storm at night
yea another normal day....
just now I'm wondering how much love can affect ppl...
my friend brownie, is in the middle of multiangular love..
the culprit is aftering her for a long time yet have many2 other girls (idiot girls in love) in his sleeve... they knew they're not the only one, yet they still wait for him.. expecting much?

Actually I have no right to say these things, my love is always one sided..
accept one. yea, he's nice... too nice maybe.. I don't deserve someone as nice as him

X

one-sided love is.. painful... especially when no one knows about it..
I don't know why but I can't share love stories to others...
and almost all my one-sided love, had a crush on my goodfriends... haha....

actually I should never get any hopes high, I'm not pretty outside nor inside
I have no much friend in this school
pathetic. yes.
just as pathetic as this page... pailing up my rants to be seen by none.
well that's what I want I think